The Hidden Geek

What is this "me" culture? What is this "you"? You walk so blindly But say it's light Now I won't be bashing I won't be loud I stand and knock Watching that very clock Tiktok it goes Ticking the time away Waiting for your praise But the praise never came You sing of me But you sing for yourself You sing to share The gift that you got But when you "praise" me You get the praise instead Centered around me? You say As your voice lifted up But for those who don't sing For those who are shy Why are you scared? To sing praises in my name? Because you're not good? Your voice is not there? I hear my people sing But themselves do they praise Where does your song come from? From the heart or from the voice? Do you not understand? The heart praises me the most How good you can sing How high you hold that note Beautiful that voice Like a crystal in its purest form Though your voice may be lovely And your praised in my home Your purest voice is from...

My Jesus My Jesus You come to us now You come to us here As we sleep through the night The dark seems so bright But its all in our minds Our eyes are too closed As we shut them so tight Where has the time gone? Where are we now? Why are we sleeping, As the world goes around? You told us to wait To keep watch all through the night Yet we have slumbered And been careless. Thats right! We closed our eyes Our ears cannot hear The parables you speak The lessons not clear Oh mighty God! Wake us from this sleep So we can sow seeds And wake those in need Praise God everyone!

We make mistakes We carry our faults We hate, we yell, we scream We push and shove We curse each other Even saying "you can't do it. You won't make it" It's still cursing. We take what we want And say what we want We make sure we have enough first Before giving to others We fight all the time We feel sorry for ourselves Even though the world Is crashing all around us How can we So broken and violent And hateful and slothful Ever demand so much from others? We don't have the right To just take and take And rarely give We cry and ask "Where is God?" "Why won't he listen?" "Why doesn't he do something?" "And why does he let all this stuff go on?" The truth is We push him away We keep pushing And demand our way And then wonder why he's gone The world he created Doesn't even want him Then it wonders where he's at It wonders Where he went Or if he even exists How do we expect someone to stay In a place we d...

Want to know who the most miserable people on earth are? Before I just go out there and tell you all... I want to say something first. This is something I learned from one of my sisters. She happen to stumble upon a video on YouTube one day and decided to watch it. The video was really intriguing to her and so she had me listen to it as well. It was a short video but it still had a lot to say that would really get you thinking... So when she listened to the video, it made sense and changed her perspective on life because the most miserable people on earth are..... Christian's who live self serving. Yup! That's it! Those are the most miserable people on earth. If you want to know why, keep reading and I'll explain. So it happens to be like this. When a person becomes a Christian and they repent and get baptised and start their life as a believer, God changes their hearts. He takes out their stone hearts and replaces them with a heart of flesh "I will give you a n...

This last year was fun to say the least. It was also difficult, arguably the most difficult one I've had in a while. This last year brought me lots of hardships, heartbreaks, anxiety, loneliness, pain, struggles, defeat, sadness, stress like never before, worry and the list goes on and on... But it also brought tons of new opportunities, change, i learned so much, I've seen so much, had adventures and explored myself more than anything. I left my comfort zone so much that i hate being in it. I made tons of new friends and left a few down the road. I cried more tears this year than any other but i felt more joy and peace than before. My relationship with God was a bit rocky to be honest but i know it will never be perfect so i'm going to keep growing still. I changed myself more than anything and my love for others and for my friends and family and church has grow as well. There's just too much that happened and if i write it all here, you guys would stop reading ...

When I was little, I always had this image of a rectangular box in my mind. The box was just there in a dark room and light was only around the box and I stood next to the box. Every time someone came by, they were curious about my box so I would open it up and reach in. I would grab out an item from the box and hand it to them with a smile. The person would then take the item and look at it and play with it and in the end they either threw it or broke it or damaged it and then they left. Leaving the damaged item on the floor. I would get down on my knees and pick up the broken pieces and sweep them back into the box with tears in my eyes. As time passed, others would come and being curious and I would show them an item from the box but over and over again, they would just give it back damaged and I would cry while putting the pieces in my box. I started becomes hesitant to open the box. Started being more cautious. People would come and sometimes I never opened the box and after t...

Dear Jesus, Dear Jesus, My Savior, my friend. I come to your presence to seek as I am my trust and my shield you are my right hand forever in me, I keep your commands I come to your presence, I come seeking truth you see through my weakness and help me bear fruit I rest my head steady on you grasps my roots, I vanish in me to bring out all of you I come to take rest, and refuge in you I come to bear witness of your healings too your power so great, your love oh so strong in me they shine through like a spark in the dark glorify not me but you every day and keep me humble for these mighty days "God's warrior i am" to you I will say "strong and aware for each blazing glare" the night I pray loud the day I sleep out to break all the forces of witches here now hold me tight and guide my heart so i may be useful when hardships crawl out praises I'll sing the stories I'll share of how you helped seeds become mighty tre...