The Hidden Geek

So I have a story to share with you all today. The Bible teaches us always to be humble and not howdy. "Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love." Ephesians 4:2 I could bring up more verses but i won't. Those who read the Bible constantly and understand it's messages will know that being humble is essential for our daily walk with Christ. It's what brings us to our low points in life sometimes so God may use us or it's what helps us forgive each other and it even teaches us when we become humble. Jesus was always humble when he came to earth for us. He was the most humble out of us all. A King who dies for His people. You can't beat that, that's for sure. But I wanted to share a personal story of how God humbled me just yesterday and it was not something i ever really expected to do. It was actually pretty tough to do so and i felt really low to do it but in the end it taught me a lesson on humility and k...

Dear God, You saved me from my wounds. You helped me in my weakness, You held me when i fell and lifted me back up when i was stubborn. I cry to you in my pain and i cry in my anguish. I call to you this day to save me once again, To restore my faith and heal my spirit. To wash away my tears and strengthen me up again. I pray you keep me safe from my enemies as i lay to sleep every night. i pray you break me when i'm prideful and humble me before you. I pray you give me strength when i cant stand anymore and use me even when i feel unworthy. Keep Your eyes on me always and watch over my family and friends as well. teach me even though it may be hard. Grab my life and restore it to yourself. Bring me no glory but take it for yourself. You knew me from my childhood, When i didn't even know myself you made me. You held me tight like a mother in her arms. You breathed life into these bones and gave sight to my very eyes. You gave me more than i deserved ...

What a weird question right? "Can you be too serious about God?" The reason I asked this is because sometimes it feels like people tell me that I need to calm down or I'm taking things too seriously. I don't like to curse at all, I don't believe having tattoos is beneficial to God at all even if you have a tattoo of a cross or a a Bible verse or someone or something you cherish (which we can tal k about this subject later if you want to now my full opinion on this). I don't really celebrate most holidays if any at all... I take my Bible reading pretty seriously where as if I'm not understanding something, i will stop and pray or talk to someone or to God about parts in the Bible because i don't want to read trough it like a book and nothing more, I try to pray more often lately because it fills my spirit up and give me spiritual strength in God to keep walking and fighting for His kingdom, I hate perverted jokes even though in the past i use...

You say that you love Me,      But you show Me not. You say that you serve Me,      yet your deeds are not found. Your heart is far from Me,      you run far away. You sing to Me praises,      But the words don't awake. You say you feel good      in My presence each time But I want to tell you,      You're living a lie. In My presence you have never been,      you never knew Me,      not now and not then. You testify your feelings,      But you don't allow me in      to touch your whole Spirit      and fill you from within. How can you love me?      You do evil in my sight      and say "God can't see me, He's not here". Oh what a lie you live,      What blasphemy you do! My fury is burning,     ...

The title to this blog might sound crazy to some and for others they might already know this. But the more i live this life trying and striving to do what the Lord asks of me and wants of me, i realize that God does not need me. Not at all. When i'm disobedient or thinking I'm better than others, or when i slip a little away from what God wants or even when i do obey Him and strive to do the very very best that i possible can do... The following statement it true and occurs in my mind often.                                                  "GOD DOESN'T NEED YOU!" He does not need you to do His will or to obey Him. If you don't obey Him and you turn from Him, He can just give the work that He planned to give to you to someone else. It's that simple. Let me give you an example: Let's say you have this job and something about this job doesn't please you. ...

Those in the wrong      will learn with time, Eventually they will bow before Him. His might has no end,      who can hold Him back?      Who can hold God's Judgement back? He will come like the thief in the night,      When not one suspects it. Who can know His coming and going?      And who can stop Him? For the strength of the Lord      Is mightier then the beasts of the fields,     or the birds of the sky. His wisdom knows no bounds, His sham is never found      for He has none. When people cry for explanations, God gives none, He needs not to,      For who can tell Him what to do      with the things He's created? He is above all and never below Though humans forget Him and in their minds they scoff;      "Who is God that He can judge us?      And who is God that He can outd...

What if you knew Jesus would come back in less than 20 years? Would anything change in you? Would you start seeking Him more and building a right and righteous relationship with Him? Or would you just relax knowing you had roughly 20 years before you give your life to Him? Would you stay calm or would you worry? Would you live still in sin or would you repent and leave it all behind to follow Jesus? Would you laugh at the one who told you this or would you take their message as a warning? I can say for a fact that not one person knows when the coming of the Lord Jesus will be here. When He will finally return to reap His harvest and to separate the lambs from the goats. Matthew 25: 31-32 "When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats." Did you know that the mark of th...