The Hidden Geek

     So lately I haven't posted any blogs because I was more focused on my small YouTube channel where I create art and preach about what I learn from the Lord in my own way.       In doing so, I'm kept busy creating new content and forcing more on what the Lord wants me to teach and not just to talk about him randomly. When I'm creating those videos, there is not much need in blogging because I can explain everything with my own voice vs. Writing it all out.       But lately, I have put my channel on hold because I recently moved across the country and have no room or space to keep creating and recording my art. Since then, I have seen myself drift further from Christ and being occupied with life, earning a living, preparing for my future plans and so on. I will not say that being prepared for life and setting goals is a bad things but when it keeps you focused on life and living and unfocused on Christ, then some changes need to b...

We make mistakes We carry our faults We hate, we yell, we scream We push and shove We curse each other Even saying "you can't do it. You won't make it" It's still cursing. We take what we want And say what we want We make sure we have enough first Before giving to others We fight all the time We feel sorry for ourselves Even though the world Is crashing all around us How can we So broken and violent And hateful and slothful Ever demand so much from others? We don't have the right To just take and take And rarely give We cry and ask "Where is God?" "Why won't he listen?" "Why doesn't he do something?" "And why does he let all this stuff go on?" The truth is We push him away We keep pushing And demand our way And then wonder why he's gone The world he created Doesn't even want him Then it wonders where he's at It wonders Where he went Or if he even exists How do we expect someone to stay In a place we d...